twenty years and twenty days
so much hoped for in so many ways
time is spent wondering minds on travel
when will it happen how will i handle?
are you my insight or were you my foresight?
i'll dream myself to sleep and question through the night

thank you for give me these answers to see
and taking time to show your true self to me

fuck you you fucking fuck
man of year award you're shit out of luck
thanks for showing me how to be a man
observe act opposite now i understand
how many left turns before you feel right?
forced i love you must make your night
who will be there when death comes to call?
funny the outcome who banished them all?

do all that you've said not what you've done
i've finally shown my face around
my hearts been frozen numb
twenty years of angst for this to come
am i a long lost tragedy
or just my fathers son?

when i was your age look what i have done
don't feed me that bullshit you ran out on your son
don't preach your ethics o noble man of charm
for a man was known to pat his back until he broke his arm
thank you for giving me this glance
now i know what i must do to give my son a chance

no i will never be like you you fuck.